I just feel like shit right now. I feel like the bad roleplayer and the one who can never get things right, the fuck up and just plain awful. I may just go to bed for the night because really I fucking hate everything right now and I have no idea how to calm myself down. 

Between my friends I’m the socially awkward one, I cannot keep into contact with people, even if I wanted to. I’m not the best at writing and everyone I know is just 10x better than me. A part of me just want to stop roleplaying on Tumblr altogether because, really, what’s the point?